I'm Back

I'm Back!

Yeah, The blog is back bitches. It's been a while so I guess I better fill you in. Me and the girl ended she got back with her ex and it seems he is still giving her shit and she is still not happy. We're still in touch, but I can never get back with her. I made the decision a while back, I've moved on and for me to get with her at any point in the future would leave me feeling like I was 'settling'. We can remain friends however.

So I'm back in the Game, wearing that 45, the MJ of this shit. I was a little rusty at first, once I got back into talking to women I noticed the magic started to happen. Little bits came out that made me go WHOA!. It was just the opening I found I was rusty at. However, like they say you're never above the process and even when you are really good with women you still have to obey that. I forgot to get warmed up, as soon as I found myself getting into conversation upon entry of a bar or club the opening issue went away.

My only problem now is knowing when it's 'on' to switch up those gears and drive it all the way home. We visited Preston last night and on a couple of occasions I felt I could have really taken it further but my rustiness prevented me. I've sorted out a lot of issues and matured into more of a man. I need to keep all the things I've learnt in check and prevent the old thought patterns and issues coming back. But I also want to take things to the next level and really progress as a man and take what I want. This may mean going direct on a girl during the day when I see someone who warrants such action. Or grabbing that hottie that walks past in the club, being honest and driving things all the way home. Finally not buckling under social pressure and taking action when I need to.

Anyway... it's good to back.